Ironic Optimist

"And that, I think, was the handle - that sense of inevitable victory over the forces of old and evil. Not in any mean or military sense; we didn't need that. Our energy would simply prevail. We had all the momentum; we were riding the crest of a high and beautiful wave. So now, less than five years later, you can go up on a steep hill in Las Vegas and look west, and with the right kind of eyes you can almost see the high-water mark - that place where the wave finally broke and rolled back."

So two things

First

I really should change my tumblr pic so I’m not as easily recognized as myself. Because I’m not like the fucking Facebook assholes who say hey follow my on tumblr. FUCK THEM. YEAH IM STILL SEMI NEW TO IT BUT SHIT YOU DON’T SEE ME GOING ALL OVER FUCKING FACEBOOK SAYING OOOOOH IM SO COOL I HAVE A FUCKING TUMBLR FOLLOW ME BECAUSE IM A FUCKING ATTENTION SEEKING WHORE FUCK YOU! THAT’S NOT WHAT ITS FOR!!! FUCKING FAGGOTS!!! I DON’T GIVE TWO FUCKS IF YOU’VE HAD A TUMBLR LONGER THAN I HAVE! YOU DON’T POST TUMBLR SHIT ON FACEBOOK! Sorry. I just got mad. Anyways yeah. New pic so not as easily recognized on here by my peers.

Next

Something happened tonight that I’ve wanted for ooh I don’t know 5 months maybe 6 to happen. And I didn’t really want it to happen due to all of these fucking complications that could come from it. But in all actuality I did, I did want it to happen, I can’t even lie. And the reason why I can’t lie is because I don’t have to because i dont know most of my tumblr followers. UNLIKE FUCKING FAGFACES ON FACEBOOK FUCK YOU SAYING FOLLOW ME ON TUMBLR FRIENDS ON FACEBOOK!!! So yeah, dont know my followers so I can post intimate details of my life to this website without much fear of repercussions. LIKE ITS SUPPOSED TO BE USED FOR!!! THAT AND FOR POSTING FUCKING AWESOME PICTURES! But yeah so um. I wanted it to happen. Which makes me a realllllllllly shitty friend for wanting this to happen. But despite the conflicts there is nothing more in the world that I just really really want than for this person to be with me forever.
And let me take this time to just say that i dont take the word forever lightly, i used to be the kind of person who says “oh you’re my best friend forever” and shit like saying i love you to people i just met that day, and saying hate all of the time. But I’ve come to realize that words like love, hate, and especially forever are words that people shouldn’t use ALL THE TIME because if you say you love everything or hate everything or say I’m with you forever those words that should be used for when you really really really feel them will mean nothing more than the word “and”. But anyways back to what i was saying
And there’s so much shit that could easily go wrong (and probably will) but honestly I don’t care. She’s (yea by now if you haven’t realized I’m talking about a girl is just stop reading) so amazing, perfect even and everything she does makes me fall even more in love with her. I don’t know why things have to be the way they are. But there’s something about her, I can just see myself holding on to her and saying never go. And yes internet. I’m a teenage boy. I have talked to other girls in the past but I would gladly stop completely to be with her. And fuck. I could go on and on and on but I think the only people who will read this in its entirety will be the people that know me personally. Because people are snoopy assholes. That’s okay tho. I do it too. BUT AT LEAST I DON’T TELL ALL OF MY 1,000,000 FACEBOOK FRIENDS TO FOLLOW MY TUMBLR!!! So with that I will say goodnight.

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